Life is about to go into hyper mode.

Season is just starting, new job is starting next week, and leagues have started.

I'm nervous, but excited for everything that is going on.

I don't think I ever remember being this busy.

Time for life to begin.

Let's go!

It sucks when something was going so well and then skepticism gets in the way.

I've never lied to you. I've only been truthful, open, and honest. Sucks that you're doubting it. You may say you're not, but it feels as though you are.

I feel like we're growing apart and it sucks. Lifelong friends, I thought we were. Maybe I'm just reading too much into this. Maybe it's just because we're both extremely busy. I don't feel like you're being you around me anymore. I feel like you've disconnected yourself.

I think I liked you too much. I'll take a step back. You decide the next step.

Just know, I have always told the truth. I will always be here for you. I won't settle. But for now, I'll see you later.

Montreal

Despite a poorly run tournament. All I can say is that this was the best team I have ever played on. I am so appreciative of the fact that I was able to play alongside some of these girls. They inspire, motivate, and allow me to be a better person, athlete, and captain. I love them all.

Hands down, best team.

I have no voice left after all the cheering that occurred this weekend.

I need a long weekend from my long weekend.

*yawn*

After going through some of this coaching theory stuff, I've realized that learning all of this will also allow me to be a better athlete, teammate, and captain.

I'm so excited to learn more about coaching and am very motivated to further my education in this field.

Only tedious part is writing out all the hours of lesson planning. Oh well, it's well worth it.

I love expanding my knowledge and being open to new and different things.

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What an epic weekend.

Best weekend of the summer. By far.

I'm counting down the days until Montreal! I can't wait to compete again. 12 days until the tournament starts! I'm excited to see what some of the teams look like this year.

Come September, I'm going to be MIA for a while. Once I get back from the tournament, I'll have 4 jobs. I'm a pretty organized person, but I'm still trying to figure out how I'm going to schedule in some gym time. I'm sure once I get a handle on everything, I'll be able to figure out a good rhythm.

Hopefully my last few weekends of the summer can live up to what this past weekend provided me with.

<3

Sometimes I get confused, but with a simple hello, I'm just smiling.

I don't know what it is. I don't know what this means or if it means anything.

For right now, I'm happy when I'm with you. For right now, you're what is on my mind.

Who knows what will happen down the road. Who knows if our feelings will remain.

I like this unknown. I like the mystery.

I'm happy. I'm really happy.

Isn't that what we all strive for? Isn't that what keeps us motivated?